Greetings, fellow wanderers of the internet!
Did you know that bears have two layers of fur? The short layer keeps them warm, while the long layer repels water—basically, they’re rocking nature’s version of a waterproof jacket. Meanwhile, here I am, trying to stay productive without a fur coat. Let’s dive in!
When Do You Feel Most Productive? A Personal Dive into Midnight Musings and Random Deep Dives
Let me start by admitting something up front: I don’t really do traditional work hours. My productivity doesn’t rise with the sun or sync perfectly with a 9-to-5 schedule. It ebbs and flows, dances to its own tune, and often turns up at the most unexpected times—like at dawn after yet another insomnia-fueled night of clicking away at my keyboard. (Hi, here we are again.)
Before I found my way into blogging, I was drifting. I felt lost, disconnected, like I wasn’t contributing in any meaningful way. My medical career—a calling I cherished—was taken from me in a car accident six years ago. It was devastating, and I thought I’d lost my ability to heal and help others forever. But life has a funny way of redirecting us.
Blogging became my lifeline, my outlet, and, eventually, my purpose. I started small, writing on random topics, driven by my AuDHD brain that loves a good deep dive into just about anything. Those deep dives, courtesy of my ADHD and ASD, are how I connect dots and find joy in learning again.
Now, I write every day. Some days, it’s poems that are finally finding their way onto my blog. Other days, I’m pouring my soul into a book I’m working on—one that’ll undergo massive edits before it’s ready to see the light of day. And through all this, I’ve learned something profound: productivity isn’t about fitting into someone else’s mold. It’s about finding what works for you.
For me, that “productive moment” often feels more like an emotional breakthrough than anything else. I think back to the first poem I wrote for the blog—a jumble of raw feelings that turned into something beautiful—and realize those moments are priceless. They’re the ones that remind me why I started this journey in the first place.
When am I most productive? Oddly enough, it’s at the moments when my body and mind decide to cooperate (which isn’t always, trust me). Blogging lets me honor those moments, no matter when they come—whether it’s 3 p.m. or 3 a.m. With insomnia tagging along for the ride, I often find myself writing and fine-tuning posts while the world sleeps.
Sharing my thoughts, personal journeys, and random topics has become a source of joy and connection. I smile more now—not just because of what I’m creating, but because I’m helping others through my experiences and my quirks. My blog is where my calling as a healer has shifted; it’s not a typical “job,” but it’s my way of contributing.
Productivity doesn’t always come easy, though—my AuDHD brain brings unique challenges, too. Hyperfocus can turn the smallest idea into an hours-long deep dive, while executive functioning occasionally takes a vacation without telling me. But here’s the thing: those quirks also fuel my creativity. They’re the reason I can take random ideas (like coffee science) and turn them into something that both educates and entertains.
Speaking of coffee, I recently discovered that fresh ground coffee works better for me than pre-ground. Apparently, the sensory difference gives me an edge in focus—and naturally, I had to research all the reasons why, because who doesn’t want to get to the bottom of a quirky discovery? I even wrote a full blog post about it last week.
Even when I’m spreading my work across social media (complete with some good-natured cussing at buttons hidden off-screen—looking at you, Mastodon!), I see how much I’ve grown. Those 124 posts I’ve shared aren’t just content; they’re snapshots of my journey, proof of how far I’ve come.
What’s the takeaway from all this? Productivity doesn’t look the same for everyone, and that’s okay. It’s not about ticking off someone else’s checklist; it’s about finding joy and purpose in what you do. For me, it’s writing, creating, and sharing—all at my own pace, on my own schedule, and driven by the simple desire to heal, connect, and learn.
And yes, sometimes that means writing at dawn while sipping the freshest coffee imaginableve in!
From Insomnia to Inspiration: My Path to Productivity
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