Category: My Personal Journey
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Time Bleeds, Space Cracks
The echoes whisper The static hums The dream bends But does not break Reality frays Time bleeds Space cracks The pulse in the void Silence screams The spin does not stop The abyss does not end And still The voices Sing
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Lucid Dreams and Zsadist’s Existential Crisis—A Guide to Losing Your Grip on Reality
I tried to sleep, but Zsadist showed up, and now I’m questioning reality. What happens when your brain rebels against rest and instead starts an existential debate featuring The Matrix, Inception, and The Black Dagger Brotherhood? Welcome to the rabbit hole—where sleep evades, science collides with chaos, and somehow, lucid dreaming becomes the least weird…
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Anger’s Role in Transformation and Justice
Rising not to destroy, but to reveal— Broken promises, wounds to heal. Through fury’s pulse, truth takes its stage, Boundaries reclaimed, justice enraged.
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Instinct
The voices sing, the voices scream—soft whispers, crashing waves, the crack of thunder splitting the sky. The unseen aches for what should be, for balance found in two instead of one. In the silence, in the storm, in the knowing—Instinct guides, longing lingers, and the journey continues.
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Credit & Mental Health: What You Need to Know
Credit can be a lifeline or a landmine—saving you in an emergency or trapping you in endless stress. From financial survival to frustrating billing glitches, here’s how to take control, set boundaries, and make credit work for you—not against you.
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Darkness
As darkness envelops, it stirs hidden feelings of longing for warmth and safety. The speaker reflects on the contrasting emotions of peace and despair, recalling a once-felt embrace that now seems distant. This interplay between comfort and the haunting nature of darkness creates a poignant exploration of inner turmoil.
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Disgust Decoded: The Boundary-Setting Emotion
Disgust. It pulls us back, pushes us away, and yet… it lingers, shaping our choices in ways we scarcely notice. What lies beneath this primal reaction, and why does it matter more than we think?
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Buried in Quiet
silence echoesgrasps hardswirlinggrasping handspulling deeperhurtling toward nothing is it done?suffered enough?days the samewarmth leaching outice filling instead fightingeven thoughfallinglonged for no warmthto helpkeep ice away spirit wanesscreaming withinno longerjust weak whispers why botherthe darkness calls shouting into nothingwaiting—nothing answers footsteps fadenever reachingnever turning back breath shallowlungs tightfading—but slow,too slow weight pressingbones brittlecracked,waitingfor a sigh toshatter…
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Touch Deprivation & Mental Health: Why It Matters
Something is missing, but it’s hard to name. The absence settles in silence, unnoticed at first, then felt in ways difficult to describe. It changes things—slowly, subtly. The body recognizes it before the mind does, a quiet adjustment to something no longer there. And yet, life moves forward, adapting to what was once familiar but…
Who am I? 