Today despite the pounding headache I feel like I have accomplished something. And if this website is anything to go by I think so as well. I took half of the sleeping med I was given last night. It was hard to combat my way through it to wake up. This morning I took the first new medication that helps with way to many things to list but primary it is to boost the effectiveness of my anti depressents. It will be a bit before we see that change occur.
That said today, it just flew by. I need to make some more prepared food to just toss in the oven or pan after pulling from the freezer if I am going to keep going like this. I now get why so many authors thank people for their patience when they would disappear for days at a time. I get it now. I am glad to be getting positive feed back this quickly on this website and it makes me feel good. I was on line working on the werewolf and the vampire before my first coffee was even finished being brewed. I did manage to have my matcha tea though first.
Today I made the hard choice to permit ads on my website, as I need to be able to keep the coffee going if I am going to keep writing like this. I have been stuck in bed all day due to pain, it felt amazing to have something to do that could actually generate an income of some kind for me. Though at night I should switch to hot chocolate. My goal with the ads though is to be able to remove them. Eventually there will be sections in this webpage where you will need to subscribe to access. Honestly I could use input on this issue. That though is a tomorrow problem. Today I am going to look at all I have managed to do. Even if you do not see it yet and tell myself I did a good job.
I hope to always be able to keep writing, no matter what it is that I write. Apparently when they said I should be a writer when I was younger they were not kidding or mocking me. Like most usually were. I really did not fit in. Now I still dont fit in and I do not care. I am me and I am learning to accept me just as I am.
Who am I? 
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